Not afraid to be Me 1/8

Phewwww this has taken quite some time. But it is true today that I am unafraid of being me. I have been blessed to have shed some delusional fears recently. (all fear is really illusion)

Problems are wonderful because without them we would have nothing to transcend.

It’s funny though when I realized that the problem and solution both were deep rooted within…then some relief came.

The fear/illusion was simply, I am not good enough. I am not worthy and I don’t matter. The root – conditioning from my childhood. The solution – revisit it and walk through the pain.

Today I am taking time to be aware of myself and how I am feeling. Even if it is as small as going pee before I rush off somewhere…I am taking the time. I am caring for myself. Because I matter, I am worth it and I am enough.

I am loving myself under any and all conditions!!

If I am having an off day I am not wrestling with myself to get out of it.

If I am having a loving day I am reveling in it.

It’s all good. It’s alright…because it’s ALL RIGHT!!

Published by gracefuladdict

I am a true addict living my life one day at a time in recovery. I have been substance free -meaning NO drugs or alcohol since 5/23/10. My intention is to share my experiences daily in the hopes to free others from the fears of being who they truly are. My wish is to bravely tell my truth so others can tell theirs as well. I want to be free of self hatred and doubt. I want to live a life of joy, kindness, love and grace. Thank you!

15 thoughts on “Not afraid to be Me 1/8

  1. I find it difficult to be myself in public because it often feels so selfish. But I’m getting better at not feeling the need to don that socially acceptable mask for other people to approve of.

    Thank you. 💕

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