I can think what I want 2/3

This is something that I was stunned to realize when I came into recovery.

First I started to see that not everybody thought like I did. And then I learned that people can think and believe how ever they want and that’s ok. Actually…I am not the judge whether it is ok or not.

I also learned that not all of my thoughts were beneficial to me. I was constantly thinking thoughts that were not serving my soul.

When I dropped all of the drugs and booze and was left with this jumbled up confused little girl….my awareness became keener and extremely important.

This morning when I woke up my mind shot a negative thought across my brain screen. I caught it….and I redirected it.

I said to myself “If I can think anything I want, I am not gonna think that one today.”

It’s learning the awareness of where my true power is and that it is always within me.

*******just a side note of what my inappropriate brain said to the unwelcomed thought: “you have no power – you my bitch – beat it.”

Whatever works right?