This last month I have been up and down and all around. My emotions feel new and unpredictable- very confusing. I had been seeking to control and fix a lot of things and a clue to that was I had been waking up with my fists clenched.
And then I heard something that allowed me to take a breath and move forward with more awareness.
I was taking a walk and listening to a recovery speaker talk on the topic of surrender. He spoke of how we can be spiritually sick and still be sober. He said that the ego can sneak in like a form of cancer undetected.
The quote that stopped me dead in my tracks was this:
“Spiritually ill people, ego driven people have an absolute inability to observe or listen to hear or see anything new. They only are capable of observing or listening to see how they are already right.”
I am once again humbled by gods grace and divine timing.