“God is relentless!” 9/21

My ass was on fire yesterday morning. I had something that happened that hit me right in the gut. One of those things where I am still trying to figure out the others on this planet.

It was not a HUGE deal but the actions of another provided that “pit” in my stomach that I despise.

I did not want to use. But I definitely did NOT want to feel the way I was feeling.

So I called with tears in my eyes and they picked up the phone. They were busy but put aside time to hear me in my confusion.

And then after or maybe even during my rant this person exclaims “God is relentless!”

I got it. I first felt the relief and then I laughed.

Nothing is for nothing. God – spirit – a higher power is a constant in my life. It will be there when my thinking is off and when it is on point.

My gut is my guide. I was trying to control the uncontrollable…people.

My source is my guide. It even guided me to the phone call. And back to minding my own business.

Thank you to the friend and god.

Published by gracefuladdict

I am a true addict living my life one day at a time in recovery. I have been substance free -meaning NO drugs or alcohol since 5/23/10. My intention is to share my experiences daily in the hopes to free others from the fears of being who they truly are. My wish is to bravely tell my truth so others can tell theirs as well. I want to be free of self hatred and doubt. I want to live a life of joy, kindness, love and grace. Thank you!

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