I don’t even want to…3/25

Anything is possible.

Sometimes I get this “holy shit wave” of gratitude.

And here is why…

I have not used drugs or alcohol in almost 13 years….and I don’t even want to!!

When I was in active addiction that is ALL I wanted to do.

My whole life revolved around getting it and drinking it or popping it. And then the cycle started over again…get it…drink it…pop it.

The miracle is that I wake up everyday and my first thought is not about a drink or a drug.

My first thoughts today revolve around the power that healed me of the obsession.

I know when I get right with this power, when I actively seek it and genuinely look to align with it…anything IS possible.

Published by gracefuladdict

I am a true addict living my life one day at a time in recovery. I have been substance free -meaning NO drugs or alcohol since 5/23/10. My intention is to share my experiences daily in the hopes to free others from the fears of being who they truly are. My wish is to bravely tell my truth so others can tell theirs as well. I want to be free of self hatred and doubt. I want to live a life of joy, kindness, love and grace. Thank you!

32 thoughts on “I don’t even want to…3/25

      1. I did this afternoon, it has been raining the last couple of days so I have been kept busy packing. My unit went on the market so I do not know if it is being sold as an investment and will keep the rent as is or like everyone else put the rent through the roof and I may have to take up permanent residence on the beach. Ooh yeah, I think I could suffer that 🤣❤️🙏🏽

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  1. Gratitude is a powerful emotion that can have a significant impact on our mental and physical well-being. Here are a few reasons why gratitude is important:
    Happy to read your lines.
    Best wishes.

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