When I first came into recovery and I heard it shared that we as alcoholics/addicts have a “built in forgetter” I was very confused. Fresh out of rehab and attending meetings the bruises on my face were healing but my insides were extremely uncomfortable. I thought it ridiculous that I would EVER FORGET the painContinue reading “A Built in Forgetter 5/20”
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A family disease 5/19
Last Saturday evening I was at a recovery meeting to see my friend Bootsie celebrate his 31 years of clean time. There was also another gentlemen named Mike and he was celebrating 11 years. They both shared a bit of their personal story. Bootsie has just started sponsoring this man. Helping him help himself. WhatContinue reading “A family disease 5/19”
The power of a Smile 5/18
As of late I am noticing things that I have never even realized. I think it was Wayne Dyer who said to try and meet each new day and every person as just that…new. No preconceived notions or judgements. Just fresh and new. A clean slate every day. This is a great concept but definitelyContinue reading “The power of a Smile 5/18”
A moment of love 5/17
My mom grew up in a very strict Catholic household. Her name is Sheila. Her history is a bit of a mystery to me and as I write this I am becoming more aware of that fact. Maybe I have never sat with her and asked her these unanswered questions that I have. I knowContinue reading “A moment of love 5/17”
One week Away 5/16
In one week from today; Monday May 23rd 2022 (if I don’t pick up a drink/drug) I will have 12 years of sobriety. In recovery I do try to keep things in the day and not get to far ahead of myself. However, this is not about that. This week is also the last weekContinue reading “One week Away 5/16”
Coach Clay 5/15
The two boys I nanny for are super athletic and very competitive. This is perfect for me because I love to play and can turn nearly anything into a game. I can make a super ball (tiny bouncy ball) into the most exciting event at the playground. Clay (4) just mastered the monkey bars thisContinue reading “Coach Clay 5/15”
Catch a Mood 5/14
“YOU CAN CATCH A MOOD AND CREATE THE WORLD THAT IS IN HARMONY WITH THE MOOD.” -NEVILLE GODDARD I have been listening to lectures by a man named Neville Goddard. When he spoke of “catching a mood” a flood of energy happened for me. Understanding and Clarity – two of my favorite friends paid meContinue reading “Catch a Mood 5/14”
It stopped working 5/13
I have heard many recovering addicts report that the drug of their choice just stopped working. The high was no longer a high. The “fix” was no longer a fix for anything. I too experienced a period where I could not get drunk enough or high enough to erase or ignore or bury the pain.Continue reading “It stopped working 5/13”
A noble deed 5/12
Yesterday I was at the playground with my charges Clayton 4yrs and George 6yrs. It was a beautifully sunny day and there were lots of children and lots of action. I love when it’s busy like that. I get to encounter so many different kids of all ages. Many of them are just drawn toContinue reading “A noble deed 5/12”
“I wanted to fit in” 5/11
Monday morning I got to hear a beautiful recovering soul named Michael share his experience, strength and hope at a recovery meeting. Michael came into recovery about 7 months ago. He arrived confused, broken and lost…..but ready. What blew me away was that he already recognizes that the drugs and booze were but symptoms ofContinue reading ““I wanted to fit in” 5/11″