After months of abnormal uterine bleeding – I have been scheduled for a day surgery on June 7th.
It is a procedure that will help and hopefully cure the problem.
I will have to go under anesthesia which is a drug. And I possibly might have to take a pain medication for a day or two after the surgery.
I have been in recovery for almost 14 years now and I have only had to take a narcotic one time -about 4 years ago – when I was in the hospital due to a ruptured disc in my back.
So I cannot lie and say that I am not looking forward to “going under” because I am.
That addict part of me still exists.
I most certainly would not want to be awake for the procedure.
But it is a slippery slope for an addict – I need to be honest and protect my recovery all at the same time.
I have to remember that I did not intentionally get sick so I could have surgery.
Addicts in active addiction actually will break bones for pain meds.
This is far from where I am today – thank god.
More will be revealed as this surgery date approaches and most of all – a great HOPE of having my health back is over riding any fear.