Today I woke up tired.
My body and my mind are just plain old tired.
Typically I would try to fight this feeling. Believing that I need to have some crazy exuberant zest for life every minute of the day.
I used drugs and alcohol for that very reason. I could not accept the different states of my human being.
When I was to hyper I took something to calm me. When I needed to get things done I took things to increase my energy times a thousand.
Today I am tired, and it is ok. I am actually going to try and enjoy the calm that’s in my system. I am not going to judge myself and say – you should feel a different way today Danielle.
Accepting me…tired me, just for today.