Crap stew 5/21

This week was one of those unbelievable shit storms. Or as I referred to it to my fellow blogger friend Wynne wynneleon.wordpress.co “I was smack dab in the middle of the crap stew.“

My sons mental health is a priority and we are working together to get him where he needs to be.

But that process was generating some fear and frustration. An immense amount of phone calls and energy to get help…and because he is an adult the people at the facility won’t talk to me.

However, Tyler’s therapist has helped tremendously. She understands the need for me to advocate for him and we worked together to get the paperwork into the right place.

Then on the job front (I am a nanny) I had something lined up with a new family to begin mid-June. The mom called me and said that her daughter is not well and she needs to take time off from work…therefore I am not needed.

I have already told my current family I am leaving and they were not happy.

I still want to do part time with my current family…but not 5 days of summer.

Oh yeah – and every time I would stress -my back would zap me. Not allowing me to think worrisome thoughts! HA! And I had a sun blister or cold sore of some sort bleeding on my bottom lip all week long just to make matters more uncomfortable.

So the mess is real…it’s noisy…full of fear of the unknown…but I am honestly ok.

God has a plan -yes- but I really just want to know what the hell it is.